Met this girl on the tram ride towards the city. Yea I'm based in Melbourne; it's a lovely city.
I'm struggling hard to decide whether I should accept her invitation on Facebook...
Decisions decisions.
I find it hard to make friends nowadays, partly due to my illness...
I'm not sure whether she will decide to make me another victim if you get what I mean...
Marriage, in order to migrate here... shucks....
I find it hard to even think about such madness existing in the world today.
All I care about is making friendship and having someone care for me and support me...
And if she happens to be ONE of those people then awesome...
But if NOT then bye bye.
There's a certain risk I guess in getting close to someone, because you either make friendship or you make enemies. And it's very easy to make enemies, all you need are an arsenal of wrong words and bam. Failure galore.
That's why I fear meeting new people, because they intimidate me. How else would you find out if a person was a serial killer or not until you saw their dead bodies in the kitchen door?
How else would you discover their dead cat buried within their own precious backyard?
I'm just playing... ha... the point is, is that you shouldn't go too far with a person until you know who they really are.
You can only really know a person once you understand where he or she is coming from; assuming and thinking that he or she is already good as he or she is will only lead to misery.
Why misery? Simple. How would you ever know a person until you fully understand them completely?
How would I ever know a person under I fully understood THEM completely? Never.
You can't know a person until you really delve deep into their lives meaningfully. No one can share their stories until someone asks them to share them their stories.
You can learn a lot from a stranger as you can from a baby. Babies can talk subliminally and they communicate many things, if we only just listened to them then we would understand.
Understand that life is all about listening to other people.
I'm thinking about extending my blog posts... not sure when though.
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