I'm not sure what to do

Met this girl on the tram ride towards the city. Yea I'm based in Melbourne; it's a lovely city.
I'm struggling hard to decide whether I should accept her invitation on Facebook...
Decisions decisions.
I find it hard to make friends nowadays, partly due to my illness...
I'm not sure whether she will decide to make me another victim if you get what I mean...
Marriage, in order to migrate here... shucks....
I find it hard to even think about such madness existing in the world today.
All I care about is making friendship and having someone care for me and support me...
And if she happens to be ONE of those people then awesome...
But if NOT then bye bye.
There's a certain risk I guess in getting close to someone, because you either make friendship or you make enemies. And it's very easy to make enemies, all you need are an arsenal of wrong words and bam. Failure galore.
That's why I fear meeting new people, because they intimidate me. How else would you find out if a person was a serial killer or not until you saw their dead bodies in the kitchen door?
How else would you discover their dead cat buried within their own precious backyard?
I'm just playing... ha... the point is, is that you shouldn't go too far with a person until you know who they really are.
You can only really know a person once you understand where he or she is coming from; assuming and thinking that he or she is already good as he or she is will only lead to misery.
Why misery? Simple. How would you ever know a person until you fully understand them completely?
How would I ever know a person under I fully understood THEM completely? Never.
You can't know a person until you really delve deep into their lives meaningfully. No one can share their stories until someone asks them to share them their stories.
You can learn a lot from a stranger as you can from a baby. Babies can talk subliminally and they communicate many things, if we only just listened to them then we would understand.
Understand that life is all about listening to other people.

I'm thinking about extending my blog posts... not sure when though.

Introduction to who i am ;D

I'm a uni student that has just been out of a psychiatric institution. My brain is fried. I had really great optimistic goals to begin with but until my bipolar disorder kicked in, coupled with psychotic symptoms, i knew i was done for.
Not to mention a family that had no idea how to settle me down; I was on the brink of despair.
Long story short; I am alive and well. Today I see life in such new fresh eyes which makes me forever grateful for those that are continuing their support for me as I get better each day.

Why do I make this blog? I need help for funding!
This funding will help me get started on starting a business once and for all.
I'm 20 and want to throw myself in the battlefield as early as possible and with nothing holding me back!
Youth is power! So I believe. It'll be great if someone read this, then I'd have a lot of hope for the future.
Frozen yoghurt for all young children from ugly to beautiful! I'm just playing, from beautiful to ugly.
Please please help me help you help me hungrily. I need this assistance because without it, I will live a life of misery. Can't you tell I'm a well content chap eager to win?! :)
I think the illness has gotten to me hard because I don't think you are thoroughly convinced yet.
OH well it was worth a shot
Have fun around this blog over ere', I'm going to put a lot of heart into it so stay tuned superheroes!

Vince